Not Gonna Cry

You see
I'm acting quietly
Don't laugh like usually
What's wrong with me?
I've been carrying
All this stuff with me
It's getting heavy

Is it getting a lot?
Yes and no, I'm not really sure
Everything that's really messed up
In my mind like all day long
Everything feels like it's wrong
Everyone says it'll be just fine
But it's not fine
So I tell myself like every night

Not gonna cry, no not tonight
You see that smile, it's bitter bright
Not gonna cry, don't wanna cry
So I tell myself like every night
Not gonna cry, no not this time
Just close your eyes and you'll be fine
Don't wanna cry, not gonna cry

Sweet dreams are waitin'
Patiently for me
Just go to sleep
But
Now I know everything
That was kept from me
As a child
And you ask me

Is it getting a lot?
Yes and no, I'm not really sure
Everything that's really messed up
In my mind like all day long
Everything feels like it's wrong (Everything feels like it's wrong)
Everyone says it'll be just fine
But it's not fine
So I tell myself like every night

Not gonna cry, no not tonight
You see that smile, it's bitter bright
Not gonna cry, don't wanna cry
So I tell myself like every night
Not gonna cry, no not this time
Just close your eyes, and you'll be fine
Don't wanna cry, not gonna cry

All alone, all alone
No one to hold on to
(A-a.ah)
Only at peace, oh at this time
Oh I
Just wanna smile
So I tell myself like every night (Every night)

Not gonna cry, no not tonight (Ya-a-ah)
You see that smile, it's bitter bright (whoa.)
Not gonna cry, don't wanna cry
So I tell myself like every night (Every night)
Not gonna cry, no not this time (O-o-o... oh)
Just close your eyes, and you'll be fine
Don't wanna cry, not gonna cry

Da-da-da-di, da-da-da-di
Just don 't wanna cry



Credits
Writer(s): Emilia Sismey
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