KILLING ME

Down another pack, making sure I won't lack
It's the perfect time to be me for once, I know
I'm too shy for that
I'm too stubborn to work with myself and it's all my fault
And tell me that I'm wrong
And you won't ride for long in this cold world alone
And tell me I messed up
But you'll still love me for the way I come

I won't come back
I'm holding on my breath but it's killing me
Your words won't last
I'll take it on my chin but it's killing me
I won't come back
I'm holding on my breath but it's killing me
Your words won't last
I'll take it on my chin but it's killing me

I left on my lows
And right in the minute I come back you give me hope
I won't pretend more
So I rest right onto my case and be the better one
Aces of spades on my rings got me sinning
You want me to chase, but no, I'on got the feelings
I'm crying for help, but I wish I had feelings
They tell me to breathe in, but I'on got the time for that

I won't come back
I'm holding on my breath but it's killing me
Your words won't last
I'll take it on my chin but it's killing me
I won't come back
I'm holding on my breath but it's killing me
Your words won't last
I'll take it on my chin but it's killing me

I lost taste for love, no angel dust
I burnt my lust in the chamber I'll crawl out
You know I stand for a lot
And I'm not here for a lot, so be on time
It won't get to me
You said you could pull all my strings and leave me to bleed
I had a fraud as a friend
But I won't let it get to me, it won't get to me

I won't come back
I'm holding on my breath but it's killing me
Your words won't last
I'll take it on my chin but it's killing me
I won't come back
I'm holding on my breath but it's killing me
Your words won't last
I'll take it on my chin but it's killing me