i wanna be dead

-Am i too weak-
-Am i too strong-
-And you let me die tonight, you let me die-
Am i too weak or too strong to kill myself today?
Coz it's been weeks more like months i wanna waste away
Baby don't bother, baby don't bother, i ain't gonna die
I'm sorry mother, i'm sorry brother, i think i lied
Leave me alone, i don't care
Never felt at home, i got nowhere
No feeling at all, except the despair
But once and for all, i'll grow a pair
Oh i feel so old my ancient name i can't bear
Wish my body was cold i think i wanna be dead
Let's get on the roof, let's load up my gun
They won't find a proof, they won't find their son
The same voices i still hear, they say that each must die some day
And if the choice was up to me, we'd have already passed that date
Just for the ones i hold dear, they're my reason to stay
Ending like him is what i fear, why do i wanna be dead?
The same voices i still hear, they say that each must die some day
And if the choice was up to me, we'd have already passed that date
Just for the ones i hold dear, they're my reason to stay
Ending like him is what i fear, why do i wanna be dead?
-Come and see the dead-
-I wanna be like him, i wanna be like them-
-Revolver's on the bed, i'll be its last victim-
-Ju-just wanna be-
-Come baby look at my face-
-You know i can't feel a thing, no not even-
Marius?