Middle of May

I don't wanna pretend
But i can't love you
I'm running out of reasons
If i still love you
Im running out of reasons

I been thinking bout a lot. its been weighing, heavy on my mind

We both thought it'd be last time, turned into each other's past time
Stuck with the thoughts and the tears in your eyes
Were saying our goodbyes

No need to tell it twice i know i fucked up (i know i fucked up)
When i had you on my line i feel i lucked up (when you on my line)
Before we break up there's some things to discuss
Know the truth had you in digust (had you in disgust)

But i need someone different
(She knows)
(I know that she know it, know that she know it)
Something's been missing
(You know)
(I know that you know it, know that you know it)

I don't wanna pretend
But i can't love you
I'm running out of reasons
If i still love you

"Oh and by the way
Will you forget everything on me you fucking dick
Like- ooh, i take you for granted and shit
Yeah, thats all you
And it makes me feel like a piece of shit
Because you dont fucking think im attractive and what not
The fuck is that?
Fuck you"

All the time we spent
Every argument, felt like me and me
Tired of fixing your problems
Didnt want me to solve em'
I shoulda chose an insta model
Know thats a tough pill to swallow, girl, yeah yeah

Said i hurt you but i meant to (but i meant to girl)
Couple feelings that i ran thru (that i ran thru, that i ran thru)
Had to leave you past in the now (in the past now)
At the after party, yeah
Its too late for you
Its too late

But i need someone different
(She knows)
(I know that she know it, know that she know it)
Something's been missing
(You know)
(I know that you know it, know that you know it)