magpie

Sitting by the fire wishing I was with my mother
And I wanna go home, and I wanna have another
And I know, I know, but where'd I be
If my years had been different, if I knew where I'd be?

And it's never worked out must be something that I lack
My world's too gray and my vision is black
I wanted it so goddamn bad,
That I cut it off, wouldn't call him back

Don't believe in luck, but I wish that I did
I wish it was easy and that I lived
Far from here, you know my dream
I say it too much I'm scared it won't be

All that I need and all that I want
All that I see, I feel only the rot
My second world is creeping here at last
I don't have much time left, you know that

Know it comes off halfhearted and dead
I don't know the angles, I don't know where to press
But wishing has never done me none
I'm still here alone and without my mom

I don't say it much, but I love you so
There are things you've done, I still need you though
I've had a long, long day and I wish you were here
Not sure that'd be better, idealize you here

Me oh my, why or why
My dearest lie, my favorite why
I don't know your tells magpie

Don't believe in luck, but I wish I did
I wish it was easy and that I lived
Far from here, you know my dream
I say it too much I'm scared it won't be

All that I need and all that I want
All that I see, I feel only the rot
My second world is creeping here at last
I don't have much time left, you know that

You know that
You know that
You know that
God, I hope you know that