I Hate Myself

Destined for hell
I need some help, i need some help

Destined for hell
I'm a criminal, I don't mean well
Soul screaming out, "desperate for help"
But I won't help it out
Cuz I hate myself, I hate myself
Pain that I've felt
Ain't half of all the pain that I've dealt
You might be thinking that you know me well
But did you know that I hate myself
I hate myself
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the worstest of em all
Dread head bout like 6 feet tall
Cute but got a crooked jaw
Scarred from all the shit he saw
Battles which he never fought
Deep inside, and now they brought
Demons, so he went and sought
Solace in the wrongest things
Bitches, super cars and bling
An addict, not of sipping lean
But rather getting in between-
Legs and making bitches scream
And spending all my little cream
I might run outta cash
Like ain't my ass posed to be chasing dreams?
I'd be prolly in my bag
If I wasn't in my feelings(and i hate the fact it's true)
And I hate myself so bad
I'm prolly blocking all my blessings(i'm blocking all my blessings)
I be scared to make confessions
Cuz even the priest, might keep a receipt
And then tell the cops to come and arrest us
Skrrt off in a demon, I can't whip no lexus(skrrr)

Destined for hell
I'm a criminal, I don't mean well
Soul screaming out, 'desperate for help'
But I won't help it out
Cuz I hate myself, I hate myself
Pain that I've felt
Ain't half of all the pain that I've dealt
You might be thinking that you know me well
But did you know that I hate myself
I hate myself

I be having lotta self hate, all that fake love, had to stop it
Whole lotta good things could be going on
But rarely do I get I get excited
Rarely do I ever sight it
I'm just so negative minded
Sometimes I need be reminded
Shit I be undermining
Could be what that others be finding
Boy you playing round with fire, finna burn yourself
All that lying to yourself it ain't good for your health
Take a lil time off work on yourself
All that money ain't saving you from yourself!

You know I ain't lying(you know I ain't lying)
Boy you running outta time(running outta time)
Better look up to the sky(look up to the sky)
But I can't right now
I can't right now
I'm probably my biggest enemy
Man ion fuck with me(man, ion fuck with me)
To learn to love myself is hard but know I will eventually
(I will eventually)
Not the way I want it, I just seen that's how I tend to be
So I'm just living fast, high definition like 1080p

That's why i'm destined for hell
I'm a criminal, I don't mean well
Soul screaming out, 'desperate for help'
But I won't help it out
Cuz I hate myself, I hate myself
Pain that I've felt
Ain't half of all the pain that I've dealt
You might be thinking that you know me well
But did you know that I hate myself
I hate myself

You know I ain't lying(you know I ain't lying)
Cuz i'm running outta time(running outta time)
I should look up to the sky(look up to the sky)
But I can't right now
I can't right now
Probably my biggest enemy
Man ion fuck with me
To learn to love myself is hard but know I will eventually
Not the way I want it, I just seen that's how I tend to be
So I'm just living fast, high definition like 1080p
You better tell them boys don't play with me



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