Beneficial Butterfly

Twenty four hours in a day
Every one is the very same
Running out how do I stop time?
I give excuses each time I try
Optimise time you're getting old
Fire neurons your ideas' cold
Every minute the seconds bleed
Let vengeance morph to productive speed

And
I can't be useful on a line
The passion can't be fuelled by my fire
Capitalizing on battleground
Constellating traumas overground

I drove so fast
Gear's on overdrive
I flapped like a crow
For no nine to five
I wanna be a butterfly
So I can die
Beneficial
Symbiotic how I want to live
Catatonic I'd die to forgive
I wanna be a butterfly
So I can die
Beneficial

I work best when my life's at stake
Under pressure I tend to cave
I spite my battle yet want it more
I can't help being overthrown
Every year on my birthday
I'm reminded what I didn't say
Or I did or ever achieved
I know young me's in a state of grief

I build myself up when I'm online
I feel like it'll make me go blind
My worth is deemed by what I can conclude
I conclude that I haven't got a clue

I drove so fast
Gear's on overdrive
I flapped like a crow
For no nine to five
I wanna be a butterfly
So I can die
Beneficial
Symbiotic how I want to live
Catatonic I'd die to forgive
I wanna be a butterfly
So I can die

Beneficial
I try to be
Brain's eaten up by anxiety
I'm wasted potential
Identity's existential
Once I lived as a golden child
So full of life
So destined to thrive
I'm wasted potential
Mind's unconventional

I drove so fast
Gear's on overdrive
I flapped like a crow
For no nine to five
I wanna be a butterfly
So I can die
Symbiotic how I want to live
Catatonic I'd die to forgive
I wanna be a butterfly
So I can die
So I can die



Credits
Writer(s): Julia Kwiecien
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