A Year from Now

Was it all my fault
Was it bad luck involved?
It doesn't matter now
My body's broken down
I suppose it's time to mend
I'm not sure how to begin
But I'm over pretending
Things aren't OK like this any longer

I'm getting bored of hell
This year I think I'll try escape
I won't ever let things get this bad again
I'm done with all this misery
You think if I try
And give it the time
My flesh can still repair itself
In one more year from now
You'd think maybe things will be better than this

All those years
Of living so careless
They've caught up
Now I exist as this consequence
I feel myself growing
Weaker and weakness
It just goes on from here
I need rest
But now it hurts so much
That I can't sleep
I'm losing everything
Becoming a shell
Of who I want to be

Detoxify
My poisoned life
I'll find a way
To make things right
Can't wait for help
Before I drown
I have to start this healing
By myself

I'm getting bored of hell
This year I think I'll try escape
I won't ever let things get this bad again
I'm done with all this misery
You think if I try
And give it the time
My flesh can still repair itself
In one more year from now
You'd think maybe things will be better than this

No falling back into bad habits
That's how I got here in the first place
I must cut out the rotten parts of me
Nourish what remains
Once I commit to never turning back
To living like before
Then I can finally start recovering
Finally be cured



Credits
Writer(s): Chrissy Pantelakis, Datu Beech, Isaac Lundy, Sean Ryan Beales
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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