Discarded

The voices, they never leave
Talk down to me endlessly
I'm trying my best to breathe, oh
Let it be

This darkness inside my head has purposefully misled
All of my closest friends from ever getting close to me
'Cause I don't wanna hurt your feelings, but I'm best all alone
Yeah, I just know I'm unappealing when I'm left vulnerable
And I have problems with my eating, mind's at rest when I don't
I admit it, I let the other guy take control

I hate my skin, so I'll just tear it off
And lay my bones out on the tabletop
There are those that find perfection within
So, I guess that I'd do anything to get to it, I
I don't wanna die but maybe it's easier
You've all died, he got crushed by a meteor
I'll leave behind my ungodly exterior
I pushed, and they folded, my body was molded wrong

I hate you, you cut all my slack
Drove a knife in my back thinkin' I won't face you
Soul is under attack, brush it off like it's plaque
Homie I pre-date you, and I can re-create you
Gonna rip the beast from the art, so I can tear him apart
Discarded

I hate you, got me feelin' insane
Parasite inside of my brain
Tryna find a way to get it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
Had to see the pain through, you told a fake truth
Gonna stab the beast through the heart for all the lies he'd impart
Discarded

Lies, greed, misery, that should tell you everything
Your eyes breed sympathy, object of antipathy
I fuck things up, and then I wonder why strings get cut
Just grind me down 'til I'm dust, I'm disgusting
Go on, discuss me
Go on, discuss me

I'd die for this shit, bro, trust me
Don't lie when you say you want me
I try but, I still can't breathe
Said you rescued me
It felt so easy, deceit don't please me
It never will

I hate you, you cut all my slack
Drove a knife in my back thinkin' I won't face you
Soul is under attack, brush it off like it's plaque
Homie I pre-date you, and I can re-create you
Gonna rip the beast from the art, so I can tear him apart
Discarded

I hate you
Got me feelin' insane, gum inside of my brain
Tryna find a way to let it out from my veins
I see the way through, you told a fake truth
I'll stab the beast through the heart for all the lies he'd impart
Discarded

They hate you
You cut all of my sight, now I'm takin' it back
Baby, I can't blame you, I was under attack
Introspection, I lack
Thought that I'd create you, someone they'd relate to
But they saw the beast is the art, it's time to tear him apart
Discarded

They hate you
Made me fucking insane, motivational drain
Tryna find a way to
Keep the numbers sustained, but that shit was in vain
Had to see the shame through, you were told my fake truth
Wanna stab the beast through the heart for all the lies he'd impart
Discarded

Fake
Clone
Liar
They hate you
Die