My darkest hour

Do you bleed a different colour when you're older
Carry on cuz the light is getting colder
Reality is the bullet for a soldier
Do you bleed a different colour when its over
In the past you're forever coming closer
But I don't know if I can make it out tonight
And in the end it doesn't matter if you're chosen
But I don't know if i can make it out alive

Phantoms overlooking in my eyes
Break me down, tear me up inside
Reaching out from deep within
Crawling away from all my sins
Tell me to fight
Tell me to walk away this time
Tell me to love myself through the anguish
And not to end this sorrow life
Drifting away to find the purpose
Lost in a maze inside this circus
Always the day before the night
But the darkness feels so bright
Yeah, You were close to me
Just another enemy
No loyalty
You're the reason that I wrote honesty
Don't talk to me
Feeding off my energy
I know its hard to see
The spotlight on our ecstasy
I really wish I wasn't right
And This coffin feels so tight
Always the day before the night
Why does the darkness feel so bright

Yeah I never said that I was perfect
I never said that I was perfect
I never said that I was perfect
Swimming in your lies
You'll never realise
No one's ever fucking worth it

The grass seems greener on that side
But your footsteps covered in the mud
And the shit that you throw back to me
Yeah its all coming back to me
I know
The world's a bitter place
I know
Feelings are never the same
This time i've turned the tables
This time ima get it no labels

Murder in the dark
Something's getting out
Wrists so heavy, i keep picking up my heart
She be crawling to the nightshow
Never get it right tho
That's why the feelings always better at the start
Money on my mind
I will never die
Wrists so heavy I can never see the time
She be calling I don't mind tho
Never let the light show
I don't know if i can make it out alive

Just a memory in my brain
Just a conscience for the pain
Just a thought to hold my head
Just a wish that i was dead
With a backwards facing lie
With a snake inside my eye
With a hand that has no power
It's where I found my darkest hour

Murder in the dark
Something's getting out
Wrists so heavy, i keep picking up my heart
She be crawling to the nightshow
Never get it right tho
That's why the feelings always better at the start
Money on my mind
I will never die
Wrists so heavy I can never see the time
She be calling I don't mind tho
Never let the light show
I don't know if i can make it out alive

Thats why the feelings always better at the start
Thats why the feelings always better at the start

I pray to god that ima make it home tonight
Wishing on a dying star, i'll keep you in my eyes
The real accidents aren't accidents at all
Tattoo everything around me I recall
A broken whisper tells the story, that's worth a thousand lies
But a bullet paints the picture, that's worth a million lives
I don't know if I can make it, but the door is open wide
So I walk into the future, yeah I walk into the future
And I love you but you'll never know my name
And I promise you'll forever know my pain

Murder in the dark
Something's getting out
Wrists so heavy, i keep picking up my heart
She be crawling to the nightshow
Never get it right tho
That's why the feelings always better at the start
Money on my mind
I will never die
Wrists so heavy I can never see the time
She be calling I don't mind tho
Never let the light show
I don't know if i can make it out alive

Shut up and just let me breathe
Feed the demons that circle me
One eye open when I sleep
I know you don't give a fuck about me

The longer you live
The more you realise
That reality
Is just made of
Pain
Suffering
And emptiness