The Catalyst

Every day there's a war waging in my head.
Sometimes I feel
I'd be better off dead
What can I do to shake this feeling
All these thoughts seem deceiving

I am a catalyst to my demise
I've succumb to this poison now
Feeling weak and fucking helpless
Addicted to being stagnant

I am a catalyst

I'm face to face
With these demons in the mirror
Marinating in misery now
Not doing a fucking thing
To change me
I haven't had the strength to find myself
So tell me
Things that I've heard before
Things I tell myself
Everyday yet nothing changes
It's like I want this
Like I need it

I live my life with
What ifs and what could have been
How did I let it get this bad
I'm drifting away
Falling far from grace
Erase this place in my head

Colors start to fade
Vision begins to blur
Darkness creeps closer
As I feel myself go numb

Colors start to fade
Vision begins to blur
Darkness creeps closer
As I feel myself go numb



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Colandrea
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