When & If I'm Not Loving You I'm Not Okay (Toxic Version)

If I could write you a song to make you fall in love, I would've already written a whole album
I make a lot of mistakes, you got a pretty face, and
When I'm not loving you, I'm not okay
I wanna be toxic with you

This time tomorrow, I'll be on a plane
Headed far away from you
Our apartment our problems and the life we made
Struggling with codependency

Love you, gotta go, god I know
I'm so alone, thinking about you
Fuckin' me, fucks with me, fuckin' deep
I lost my damn mind when you and I said goodbye

Hate being that bitch, I know that it's toxic
But please don't fuck anybody
If you do, please lie to me
Cause my body's yours to keep

Don't fuck them, just fuck me
Baby, I'm the one that you need
They can look but no touching
Don't they know that I'm crazy

I get jealous way too easy
Maybe it's because you're 1,400 miles away
And I know guys and girls are lining up to tell you "hey"
Tell them all to go away

I don't wanna be replaced, I'ma change
Cause when and if I'm not loving you, I'm not okay
I'm not okay

I hope you hear this song
Hope you play it all night long
Hope you show it to everyone
Saying thats the one i love
I know that I'm toxic

Yeah, I'm kinda toxic
What's the problem with being toxic if it's real love
Please don't fuck anybody
If you do, please lie to me

Cause my body's yours to keep
Don't fuck them, just fuck me
Baby, I'm the one that you need
They can look but no touching

Don't they know that I'm crazy
I get jealous way too easy
Maybe it's because you're 1,400 miles away
And I know guys and girls in love, they love to tell you lies

Tell them all to go away
I don't wanna be replaced, I'ma change
Cause when and if I'm not loving you, I'm not okay
No, I'm not

But i got these 4 thoughts in my head
I love you baby



Credits
Writer(s): Austin Luther
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