Crazy As It Sound

I don't know what else to do
Shit, I just know I can't change it
And now that I accept the fact that I can't
And I just gotta let the universe take its course (Scotty just caught him a body)
There's nothin' I can do about it, you know? Just get higher
And try to cope with my, my post trauma (this is my therapy, you know? Whenever EJ say)
I don't know how to feel that shit

Geekin' at 6 a.m., let's go (let's go)
I don't even want these pills no more (no more)
But I ain't even tryna feel no more (no more)
I just wanna be high, but feel so low (so low)
When they don't wanna see you grow, they'll pull you down (pull you down)
I can't trust 'em like I did before (I did before)
'Cause most of them are not around (not around)

Let's make a toast for all my loved ones in the ground (my loved ones in the ground)
You know I'ma hold you down (I'ma hold you down)
We lost our hearts and never found it (never found it)
As crazy as it sounds, revenge don't feel better as I thought it did (as I thought it did)
Take me back to R.L. Brown
It's time I get it right if you let me start again (let me start again)

Smarter than I think I am (I think I am)
Just gotta put my mind to it 'cause every time I did, that's when I win (that's when I won)
If you put in the ground, that's times ten (times ten)
Know sometimes I'm a bad friend (a bad friend)
But I know the main ones understand (they understand)
You just gotta stay down and stick to the plan (to the plan)

Never lay down, we'll go to war 'til the last man standin' (never lay, never lay down, never lay down)
I'd spend it all just to kill 'em all, I'm talkin' my last damn band (I'm talkin' my last damn thousand)
Nine hundred and ninety-nine grand (grand), one more dollar, that's the grand prize (grand prize)
Do this shit for my son and my fans, so when I leave, he'll have a franchise (he'll have a franchise)
Take a look in the devil's eyes (the devil's eyes), you might be surprised when you see
'Cause what's inside, someone that's been hurt so many times just like me (just like me)
Rollercoaster ride, feels like I come back down every time I reach my peak (every time I reach my peak)
But I'm focused now, I think it gotta be 'cause I can't sleep (gotta be the drugs, I can't sleep)
But I'm

Geekin' at 6 a.m., let's go (let's go)
I don't even want these pills no more (no more)
But I ain't even tryna feel no more (no more)
I just wanna be high, but feel so low (so low)
When they don't wanna see you grow, they'll pull you down (pull you down)
I can't trust 'em like I did before (I did before)
'Cause most of them are not around (not around)

I'm drivin' fast, but movin' slow (movin' slow)
No GPS, I know my way 'round town (I know my way 'round town)
But she just sent her lo'
And it's my favorite ho, so I'm on my way right now (on my way right now)
Never got a cap and gown
But somehow, someway still made my way mama proud (I still made my mama proud)
Still'll some shit if I could
If I could start my life from scratch, then I would

I don't know why I wanna go back to the hood (I don't know why)
When niggas betrayed me (they betrayed me)
Like they talk down on me (talk down on me), runnin' to the internet, not my homie (not my homie)
Just know I'm fine lonely (I'm fine), the weight that's on my mind, I don't need it (my mind)
His responsibilities mine, so it ain't no sense in cryin', stand on it
How bad do you want it? Shit, I want it bad (how bad? How bad? Bad, bad)
What about the opponents? Fuck 'em, we still on they ass
Bank open up at nine in the mornin', I woke up to a bag (woke up to a bag)
If you ain't first, you last

I don't overlap them, I don't see you passin' (no, I don't see you passin')
You won't see me crashin' (no, no)
If I'm swervin', grab the wheel (grab the wheel)
No, I'm not sellin', so don't ask about my pills
Boy, I need this shit for real (I need this shit for real)
I'm finna take one, what's the deal? (What up?)
Tell 'em let's make one, who get to live? (Okay)
When that day come, let me know you here (yeah, yeah)
My nigga, just say somethin', I'm just tryna heal (yeah)
So I been

Geekin' at 6 a.m., let's go (geekin' at 6 a.m.)
I don't even want these pills no more (I don't even want)
But I ain't even tryna feel no more (I ain't tryna feel)
I just wanna be high, but feel so low (I just wanna be high)
When they don't wanna see you grow, they'll pull you down (pull you down)
I can't trust 'em like I did before (I can't trust 'em)
'Cause most of them are not around (not around)

Let's make a toast for all my loved ones in the ground (my loved ones in the ground)
You know I'ma hold you down (I'ma hold you down)
We lost our hearts and never found it (never found it)
As crazy as it sounds, revenge don't feel better as I thought it did (Scotty just caught him a body)
Take me back to R.L. Brown
It's time I get it right if you let me start again (let me start again)