Love the game

I love the game, but I hate the pain

How is the comfy bed
Of your next-door neighbor?
You act so innocent, yeah, you act like you're my savior
But you don't know my secret side
You don't know the things I hide
Behind your back is where I'll die, and it's your turn later

(Don't tell me I'm insane!)

I love the game, but I hate the pain
I love the crime, but I hate my mind
I don't wanna fall into your arms
Knowing they can only do me harm, oh-oh
I love the game, but I hate the pain

Is it just my mind
Or is this world on fire? I
Act like I don't mind
You're such a perfect liar, why
Am I lying wide awake
While you go and dance away?
I watch the sadness turn to rage 'til it's all the same

(Don't tell me I'm insane!)

I love the game, but I hate the pain (hate the pain)
I love the crime, but I hate my mind (hate my mind)
I don't wanna fall into your arms
Knowing they can only do me harm, oh-oh
I love the game, but I hate the pain

Let's play hide-and-seek
I guess where you'll sleep
Put the blame on me
'Cause I know, 'cause I know, 'cause I know

I'm not meant to be
Begging on my knees
Walking on your leach
But where would I, where would I go?

I love the game, but I hate the pain (hate the pain)
I love the crime, but I hate my mind (hate my mind)
I don't wanna fall into your arms
Knowing they can only do me harm, oh-oh
I love the game, but I hate the pain