A Dark and Empty Space

I close my eyes and clear my mind and I
See a dark and empty space that I call home
From all of the things that life's become
I don't dream and when I wake
I don't feel or think I
Wander the streets cuz I got no place
That I need to be so
I walk along and wait for a sign
While too tired to keep hopes up
What else can I do
I'm stuck here with you in my brain it's my bane

I close my eyes and clear my mind and I
See your face from years ago
When you loved me and I was the one who couldn't see
What we had I wasn't mad I
Just wasn't ready for something as heavy as how you loved me
I just couldn't breathe
But now as I go forward alone
Which might once have been my dream
That freedom I felt fettered and dealt a strong blow to my ego

Moments like you'd get so excited just because I came through the door
I curse myself for thinking nothing of it
Until it didn't happen anymore
I never felt alone til I met you
My guard was never down till you came
My cards were never shown till I let you
Take my hand and play how you play
You turned me upside down and I started
Seeing things through your dark eyes
I've finally come around since we parted
And now you turn away well I really shouldn't be surprised

I close my eyes and clear my mind and I
See a dark and empty space that I call home
From all of the things that life's become