Sugar & Cream (Demo)

I've started taking my coffee black again
Not out of maturity
But because it feels safe to me
And this empty feeling
It's kind of freeing
Like maybe now he'll see me
I've done this before
But this is different
I've fallen too deep
And I don't think I can fix it

I wanna get skinny out of spite
I wanna be pretty then he might
Change his mind
So I don't want sugar or cream
It feels like it could be the death of me

Hunger in the hands of my scale again
I know it's not healthy
I've learned how to be stealthy
Swore only ten more
Oh no, you can't stop me
It's the only way to be your somebody
I've done this before
But this is different
I've fallen too deep
And I don't think I can fix it

I wanna get skinny out of spite
I wanna be pretty then he might
Change his mind
So I don't want sugar or cream
It feels like it could be the death of me

Why do I change for you
Stomach pains for you
No, you don't see me that way
But I'm dying for you too
You don't have to say a word
I'll make my body hurt for you
You know I've done this before
And it's no different
I've fallen too deep
And I don't wanna fix it

I'm tired of trying to change out of spite
I just wanna be someone that I like
I'm tired of trying to morph into your type
So I'll take sugar and cream
Cause no lack of calories
Will make you see me



Credits
Writer(s): Madison Baisden
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