Sofia I'm Sorry

You're in my living room
You with your back to the couch
You've got your hair tied up
With pieces in the front sticking out

I never thought you were cute
But you've got a way with your words
It's half an hour, now I'm
Asking with my hands up your shirt

Tell Sofia that I'm sorry
But I get what I want
If you were really in love
Would you tell me you're not?
And I'd feel badly but there's only so much time that I've got
'Cause I might beg you to stay if I thought about it too hard

Now it's two in the morning
I'm back at your house
I'm talking to you with a bottle
And my back to the ground
I said, it hurts me to see you
You said you already know
You feel bad enough to try and fix it
But not bad enough to go

Tell Sofia that I'm sorry
But I get what I want
'Cause I might hate what I am
At least I don't hate what I'm not
And I can take it, I can take it, 'til I'm taking it off
'Cause I would beg you to stay if I thought about it too hard

You know what happened the night in the basement
When we watched a Winona Ryder movie
You told me I was your everything
Now you want nothing to do with me
I loved you more than your mother
To you, now I'm just anyone
Throw my own past back in my face
I hate, hate to say you know, you're no saint
You know what they say, it takes one to know one
And I know you're as fucked as me

Tell Sofia that I know this is a bad way to be
I'm just fighting to fight
You got the better of me
Did you mean it?
Did you mean to go and cut so deep?
'Cause I would beg you to stay
But you're not looking at me

I won't be another victim of the life that you want
I tried to blame it on her, but it wasn't her fault
I hope you're happy with Sofia, but I know that you're not
And I would beg you to say, but you've already gone