Coming Undone

I ran away
I took the bait
And I can't help
But love the taste
But did you notice?
You didn't notice me go

It hurts when
I see myself
But if I don't look
Then all is well
I'm falling further
Than I ever thought you'd let me go

I can't say I mean
Anything that I say
I'm best and worst
When my mind is in the drain
Won't try to hide it
No
I know I'm the one to blame
So please don't turn away

I slip away for awhile
The medication sets in
And as the light fades
I take my aim and hope I fly into the sun

When the day breaks I see
And feel the cost of my escape
I break under the weight
And procrastinate away the changes I should make

There's a voice
Inside of me
I hear it calling desperately
Do you remember?
Please remember who you are

Close the door
Lock the chain
I would rather be insane
And now it's quiet
I'll dive head first into the dark

I slip away for awhile
The medication sets in
And as the light fades
I take my aim and hope I fly into the sun

And when the day breaks I see
And feel the cost of my escape
I break under the weight and
Procrastinate away the changes I should make

Oh
All I want is to know
That you'll find me
And you'll carry me home

Oh
All I want is to know
That you'll find me
And you'll carry me home

I take a step towards death just to feel alive
Feel the darkness's bliss and I take its knife
I'd cry but there's not a tear left in me
I'd sleep but I'm already in a dream
I long for the light when it comes and I hide
Sing my sins to the night just to keep my mind
I pretend I can live in my memory
Make believe that I'm free from the devil in me

I'm falling in love
With coming undone
I'm coming undone
I don't wanna feel numb

I'm falling in love
With coming undone
I'm coming undone
I just wanna feel

Where there once was color, I see black and grey
When the worlds not dark, it looks all the same
I'm a ghost to the people I try to reach
When I meet their eye they look right through me
I abuse your grace to relieve my pain
Drag your name through the mud to remove my stains
I curse oh my God will you let me be
And I pray oh my God can you set me free

I'm falling in love
With coming undone
I'm coming undone
I don't wanna feel numb

I'm falling in love
With coming undone
I'm coming undone
I just wanna feel

I'm falling in love
With coming undone
I'm coming undone
I don't wanna feel numb

I'm falling in love
With coming undone
I'm coming undone
I just wanna feel

Can't say I mean
Anything that I've said
I'm best and worst
When my mind is in the drain
Won't try to hide it
No
I know that I'm the one to blame
So please don't turn away



Credits
Writer(s): John Quinn
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