Swallow & Spit

There's a special place in hell
Where secrets hide and demons sleep
But honestly, as far as I can tell
Like wolves disguised as sheep
They're in the glass in front me of me
So I drink, I drink until they drown
Fingers crossed, there's no way out
Just a bitter wish in a poison well
Dead or not, they're in me now
So please put me back to sleep
Eye lids hide the truth
lights have started to spin the room
You can only close your eyes so long
Wake up and all I see is

I just want you to know
In my heart, there's a hole
You burned inside of me
And you still keep my glasses full
Bury your words in my throat
and cut me down to the bone
But I fucking promise
You won't ever have a part of me

If only god can judge me
He doesn't say a word
So I close my eyes and fucking
Let my bridges burn
Silence is fuel for the flame
But the fires the line
That divides you and me
Disguised as him, you came and went
Took what you want and then you left me
Alone here to drown
Cause a child stripped of innocence
Becomes a man built out of sin
Some things don't wash out

The grass is greener in hell

I just want you to know,
In my heart, there's a hole
You burned inside of me
And you've kept my glasses full
Bury your words in my throat
And cut me down to the bone
But I fucking promise
You wont ever have a part of me
Keep my seven minutes now
I'll take myself straight back to hell
I confess with this mouth
That heaven's gate's just a casting couch
With rug burned knees I proudly wipe
The pride from lips
Cause there won't be another lie
You make me swallow and spit

Father who aren't in heaven
Hollow be thy name
Thy kingdom come cause you're just as fucked
I just have the nerve to show my face

I just want you to know
In my heart, there's a hole
You burn inside of me

A leopard can't hide it's spots
So neither can god

I just want you to know
In my heart, there's a hole
You burned inside of me
And you still keep my glasses full
Bury your words in my throat
And cut me down to the bone
But I fucking promise
You wont ever have a part of me
You can keep my seven minutes now
I'll take myself straight back to hell
The only words I'll confess with this mouth
Is that heavens gate is just a casting couch
With rug burned knees, I proudly wipe
The pride from lips
Cause there won't be another lie
You make me swallow and spit