Scream & Shout

Let me go
I don't really feel the same
Not sure I've got the will to maybe wield the flame
And i don't wanna buckle but i feel the strain
But white knuckle through it all till I'm filled with rage
I feel like there's less of me
It's like there's missing bits in my recipe
Won't ever let it seem to get the best of me
If i could only find a way to get the strength in me
This aint what it used to be
Been trying chase shadows so that you could see
But under this light aint suiting me
Or is this a crutch that's using me
I've been tryna bide my time
Been tryna find a way to make it out here alive
Been tryna make sense of what i'm hearing inside
But I can't find any lessons like my senses are blind

And I scream and I shout
To the skies
But nobody can hear me now
And I feel so alone
Inside a world that aint my own
And i've lost control
And don't know where to go and so
I scream and shout
To the skies
But nobody can hear me now

I don't wanna shoulder the weight
Got a burden to carry in a valiant way
And I'm concerned I won't learn from my tallied mistakes
So I swerve and observe so my nerves won't break
Heavy thoughts swamp my mind
Feel a force try and source what's caught up inside
There's a war in my thoughts I've been tryna fight
With no resource I weren't taught how to walk my life
So I trip, stumble and fall
Get lost in the kicks and the fun of it all
Till the thunder starts drumming I'ma conjure a storm
And blackout to the sound of my tortured soul
I feel like I've lost my mind
My third eye blind as I'm trying to find
A place for my head I can rest at night
So with my eyes pried wide I can find the light

And I scream and I shout
To the the skies
But nobody can hear me now
And I feel so alone
Inside a world that aint my own
And I've lost control
And don't know where to go and so
I scream and shout
To the skies
But nobody can hear me now

And I scream and I shout
To the skies
And nobody can hear me now
And I feel so alone

And I scream and I shout
To the skies
But nobody can hear me now
And I feel so alone
Inside a world that aint my own
And I've lost control
And don't know where to go and so
I scream and shout
To the skies
But nobody can hear me now

And I scream and I shout
But nobody can hear me now
And I scream and I shout
But nobody can hear me now
And I scream and I shout
But nobody can hear me now
And I scream and I shout