That's Who I Am :)

I get up everyday and forget to do my schoolwork
Summer really sucks when
You get given assignments
The ones you don't want to to do
But it costs 20% of your grades
I'm a smart kid and my parents remind me
But I'm not smart when it comes to decisions
I show it in my daily life by
Playing games and writing music
That's all I do every week to keep myself entertained
But I'm a loser so why does that even matter

They call me a loser and a liar
And I won't deny it
'Cause I am a loser, and I am a liar
That's who I am
Someone you shouldn't trust
Someone you shouldn't like
Someone you shouldn't invite to parties
Someone you shouldn't trust with your life
'Cause I give up easily, and I'll forget everything fast
'Cause that's how and who I am

Some of my friends ignore my texts,
But that's alright
They're probably busy living their lives
I wouldn't know how that feels, I don't have one
I just stay home in my room and eat all the food
My friend told me to try and find someone
But I don't know anyone that likes me
I told them I'm fine, I don't want to date
'Cause I know I'll screw it up and want to die afterwards
So I'll just stick with being lonely

Leave me lying on the ground, crying and lonely
I'll be fine with it, I don't care
I deserve the shit I've been given
But not when it makes me wanna die
I don't deserve death, I deserve the hate
I say I want to die, but that's only true
When all of you make me have those thoughts
Of suicide that everyone has
Unless they are always happy, which I'm not

They call me a loser and a liar
And I won't deny it
'Cause I am a loser, and I am a liar
That's who I am
Someone you shouldn't trust
Someone you shouldn't like
Someone you shouldn't invite to parties
Someone you shouldn't trust with your life
'Cause I give up easily
And I'll forget everything fast
'Cause that's how and who I am



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