Crossroads

I see the crossroads up ahead, so I pull over
Get my mind set time to grind out to sober
I could get wrecked, take a line smoke a load up
Feeling in my chest is I couldn't take the product
Trying to be my best man but I roll up
Way too much of the punk man I go nuts
So hand me all your weed and your donuts
I'll yam it down then i'll heave and i'll choke up
And that was one of my habits
Tried to keep them aside
But then the demons arise
It's like a fever my mind
Is half the reason I'm blind
Demand leads to supply
I need the reefer alie (alie bleh)
I know what I should do but
If I never do shit then I won't lose
It's the only way to prove that i'm right when i'm wrong
I've been lost down the wrong road for far too long
I got to keep the pace up if I wanna track back
Keep spitting out bars on the track though my lungs black
Feeding on realness i'm on that
Jedi vibe, but in my head I lie
Cos you can tell my type
I'm not one to ask permission but instead I try
To gain on advance on your position then your head I bite
I'll go delirious into the night
I need to be more serious steering my life

I'd take a look at the map but truth is
I'm not sure where we're at now
It's likely we took a wrong turn and now we're in the gap
In the map where it's all blacked out
Left or right, I can't deny i'm tempted to go down the black route
Who knows if i'll come back around

I see the crossroads up ahead, so I pull over
Get my mind set time to grind out to sober
I could get wrecked, take a line smoke a load up
Feeling in my chest is I couldn't take the product
Used to go nuts, bunning the night way
Like I'd be running for my life to keep my mind at bay
Thought my only other option was to try and pray
But I'm past that given how these cards of mine are laid
Life can make you turn the page
But it can also grab the steering wheel quick
And flip you till your mind is changed
Trying to keep the mind sane ain't an easy mind game
All these fake stars telling people that their life's great
Why even bother with the lies mate
You can make a choice switch up let your mind change
Take a right leave the rest to getting high
While you steadily divide whats invested in the pies and
Invest in what you write instead of messing with your mind
It's a blessing man I find when I'm stressing then I write and you
Bet you guessed it right
That I'm trying to steer the wheel but it's a
Struggle so I feel the tug I fight the pain is real it's why you
Might see me changing overnight, like I'm crazy on the mic
Cos I'm taking on the right, frame of mind, for the fight then
Deflate me when I wake up at lights feeling hazey
Fuckit man lets see which way this road will take me

I'd take a look at the map but truth is
I'm not sure where we're at now
It's likely we took a wrong turn and now we're
In the gap in the map where it's all blacked out
Left or right, I can't deny i'm tempted to go down the black route
Who knows if i'll come back around