Feel the Sound

They always want to tell me, Marti, you look so scary
Then why do all the people in my life just like to fail me
And you ain't Gotta tell me I'm not a fountain fairy
And honestly, I don't believe it to be complimentary

I tried to tell you in part two: I'm trying to lay the wood
and everything I've ever done is for the greater good
but tell a soul how I feel I can't but I could
And now with everybody telling me that I should

And now with everybody telling me: "calm it down!"
And now with everybody telling me I'm a clown
And now with people telling me that I can't add too much
To my songs cause they just say they're falling out of touch

With reality well ain't that what I'm tryna say
I'm tired always telling people that I am okay
I'm tired always telling people just to go away
I lost one important person now I'm not okay

Can I fix it now cause then I'll blow my biggest plan
Try to make her Happy smile and shit, hold her hand
My life is kept together by this little veggie plant
Two spires already died, but one is still astand

And if it dies then I die cause ain't no middle ground
I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna frown
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna feel so down
So just feel this shit with me you gotta feel the sound