It’s Happening?

Every January 1st
Whilst everyone is smiling
My fingers hit my phone
I'm so close to dialing
The suicide hotline
The suicide hotline

So fall down
Tell me that I'm everything you want now
And freeze tag
Means that I stand still whenever
You touch that
Whenever you touch that

Then I see your picture in my phone
Oh god I think It's happening
Why can I hear your voice?
When I'm home alone?
I think that I'm going crazy
I'm going crazy

And now I can't enjoy my simple days
You ruin them
I'm not okay
I try to turn my love to hate
But then you smile back so deranged
Wait who do I hate?
With a smile like that?

Then I see your picture in my phone
Oh god I think It's happening
Why can I hear your voice?
When I'm home alone?
I think that I'm going crazy
I'm going crazy

So every January 1st
Whilst I feel the fucking worst
I take a bottle think of her
And pray to god that on this earth
I'll get what I deserve
I think I'm way too good to hurt
So why must I suffer?

Then I see your picture in my phone
Oh god I think It's happening
Why can I hear your voice?
When I'm home alone?
I think that I'm going crazy
I'm going crazy

Then I see your picture in my phone
Oh god I think It's happening
Why can I hear your voice?
When I'm home alone?
I think that I'm going crazy
I'm going crazy

How can I forget when there's always maybe?



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