(Not) O.K.

I wake up in the mornin'
In some random stranger's bed
Grab my keys up off the floor and
Go to leave and bang my head
Then she wakes up, I get dressed and
Tell her "thank you for the sex" and
Give the girl a warm embrace
And then I ask her what her name is
And get a slap across the face

'Cause I'm off the deep end
Lost in the blues
Each day seems the same, I'm trapped in a loop
Since you went away
I'm goin' through a lot
Oh, I
I try to pretend I'm over you
Girl, I'm goin insane, actin' a fool
Losin' my way
I'm goin' through a lot
I'm not O.K.

I pull up to the club and
Grab a table with the boys
Meet some floozy on the dance floor
And say let's dip up out this noise
Then I smash quick in my backseat
And I dash quick like an athlete
But security says I can't get back in
And so I swing at one and miss bad
And take 'bout eighteen on the chin

'Cause I only do things bad for my health
Girl without you here, I don't like myself
Since you went away
I'm goin' through a lot
Oh, I
I go through mood swings I've never felt
'Cause girl without you here, I find myself
Losin' my way
I'm goin' through a lot
I'm not O.K.

O.K., I'm gonna keep it real
Lately, I don't even feel
Smash two girls a night like
Maybe couple snacks will make a meal
But these chicks all know the drill
Miss me with the feels
We keepin' it light
No spendin' the night
Careful, don't you bite
Keep it gentle, please
But don't forget 'bout deez
Nuts how I went from runnin' shit, to a dummy quick
Once I let you go, and you
Wound up with some other dick
Wondered if maybe several hundred chicks
Could help fill the void, but it only grew
'Cause girl only you seem to make me com-plete
I'm conceited, couldn't concede that I'm not over you
Bitch, fuck you though
I was there when wasn't no one else
Couldn't no one else give you what I gave
Fuck it, what the hell
I'll let someone else catch these fuckin L's for a fuckin' change, imma...
Brush you off, do me
Gucci jeans, new tee
"She did what? She wit who?"
"Nah, I don't care. Bitch, cool."
You do you, I'll get mines
I know you'll be back for the tenth time
Salty 'cause I got a plate full of saucy cats-up on the side, French fries
But that's on you, every monsoon that we gone through
Could've been avoided from the start, toyin' wit my heart
Now we two frogs boilin' in a pot
We cooked, girl

Lost in the blues
Each day seems the same, I'm trapped in a loop
Since you went away
I'm goin' through a lot
Oh, I
I try to pretend I'm over you
Girl, I'm goin insane, actin' a fool
Losin' my way
I'm goin' through a lot
I'm not O.K.



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Writer(s): Chris Carey
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