I'm Not the Same

There's no, no destroyin my heart
I tell her I don't know
I don't know her at all
I don't remember if we met
Yeah you gotta know I forget
And now I'm inside, I'm inside my head
I know that I do ball
I know that I do grind
They tryna come over and waste my time
These thotties
These bitches, don't Love me
I'm sorry for all the language
I'm sorry that I don't understand shit
I'm not sorry for bein me tho
Livin my life
Yea I'm gettin cheese tho
Yea I know that I don't understand people
And I need, need my bread
I really need this cash
And I needa be free
But my heart won't leave me at peace now
I jus need, need me some cheese now
Like man fuck, man fuck this life
I gotta go and settle for less
But baby don't forget, that I forget
And now I'm chasin bread yea all over again
I can't be broke again
But then, then again
I was never mentally broken
Got me in a bag
Yeah I swear that I was always chosen
They never, never looked
They never looked my way
They was sleepin on me
Yea sleepin bag
Got hella noise that I'ma start to make
And I can't never stop
And I can't never be stopped
Yea I swear my heart can't be fixed, fixed at all

I know that I am lost
And I can't wash my pain away
Like baby I know that I'ma start tryna evaporate
This shit away
Yea I'm smokin pain away
Hopin it really erase the pain
Yea I know that I'm jus not the same
Since you left me yea in the grave
Yea I got me in my heart
Thinkin jus what to do with the remainin things
Yea I got me in my heart
Yea fuck this place
I swear that I jus can't relate to nobody
Yea nobody's pain and I'm jus not the same