Hit List

The educators stuck you all in an order.
The alphabet trapped her on your border.
Apparently it was amusing to torture her,
and abuse her while you laughed at her horror.

You touched her, in every single class.
While she fought and she cried you persisted, alas,
she found herself torn apart at an impasse
as her teachers did fuck all to stop your crass actions.

Did you not know that is sexual harassment?
But that's just the beginning of your choice torment.
You shoved your hand up her skirt like you owned her.
Your sexual abuse of her worn like an honour.

Let us not forget your peers of the time.
Who are all complicit in your sexual crime.
Did a single one step up to the mark?
No, they laughed and joined in too, did they help her FUCK.

You ripped her tights everyday did you know that?
When she got home she had to answer for that fact.
Did you not know her father suffered alcoholism?
He would throw shit at her to make her listen.

She was damaging the clothes he had paid for.
She was the spawn of the devil, a vile whore.
'It wasn't me, I promise', the 'bitch' swore.
'I don't believe you, you're a liar, nothing more.'

When you 'proposed' to her in front of the school
to make your peers laugh and to be extra cruel.
Your accomplice took away her lunch tray
and held her wrists down to stop her running away.

Teachers congratulated her for surviving
her physical restraint while, 'only crying'.
Did you face any repercussions for your actions?
Did you fuck, but she did - want to hear your infractions?

That girl was already abused in every domain.
By family and strangers - she began to wane.
She threw herself into work to keep out their way.
And you tore her to shreds for this each and every day.

Her mind had fractured at a very young age
to protect her from the abuse she faced on each page.
Now imagine this young girl grown up, imagine her rage.
Imagine her desire for you to pay upon this stage.

You are nothing, you are a waste of air.
You are vile and cruel and not worth the care.
And yet I can't stop thinking about this girl
and how you killed what she had left when she had lost her world.

And don't offend her saying you, 'didn't know'.
You didn't know your abuse would be that last blow?
That anyone who's targeted will wane and go?
That systematic harm was organised by you to bestow?

You didn't know your privilege as a man?
You didn't know you chose a waning target to tan?
You didn't know you chose to target the hurting?
I tell you what, that's fucking disconcerting.

It's like you're perpetuating the abuser narrative.
Subverting the law, pretending your words are not additive?
It's like you think that your harm wasn't capacitive.
Not knowing your power doesn't make that shit explanative.

To all of you thinking, 'that girl won't name me'.
Think again, my fiend, I beg to disagree.
What do you think she grew up to be?
Ha. She didn't grown up she was dead by 16.

But, I tell you what, I had become her friend.
In the background, present until the end.
I know who you are - on me she can depend.
If you take one thing from this - you are condemned.

What do you think she could have grown up to be?
What do you think she should have grown up to be?
How do you think she would have grown up to be?
She didn't grow up you killed her by 16.