Hope I Die

Here I am
Smart and kind and pretty looking grown up man
Living in my skin and staying warm and clean
In everlasting daydream my heart disappears
Feeling all this time and space makes all clouds clear
You're not too young to know there's always bitter end
Burning up in my hand well each coming night
Buries all our songs and prayers in behind
Words are getting dryer as our days go by
What a thrilling life

Hope I die
Hope my cancer grows so large my head will shine
Bleeding out should only mean that it's the end
End of everything I've known it's end of war
End of war will end my journey far from home
In this place we call the unknown
Here I see
Myself but only older saying:
Be my guest
Never go away until you rest your legs
I pity you and envy at the same time because
You are me and I can only feel this place
Full of empty hurricanes and locked up gates
Here I am the vessel of the time you have
Time you are and time you'll have