One Late Night

In the back of your mom's hatchback
We were goals fore they called it hashtag
Wait, don't wanna backtrack
Remember all the jokes you told I laughed at
Yeah, cause late nights turn to arguments
You probably got all the shit I said stored up in some documents
But that's common sense, never settle, my mind is reckless
Keep em breathless, you always keep me second guessing, like
Starting shit, why you always like starting shit?
Lately I been at the point where I'ma just up and dip
Then I think about our good times, and I don't care but I'm loving it
I know you should probably go, I think that I'm bad for you
But oh shit man I don't know, so indecisive, but I chose you
But I heard you chose another guy so I don't know what I'ma do
Find wealth in myself
But now you doing all the shit that we talked about with somebody else
And I know it don't feel right
But you probably don't care that I sit and write about you on a dark night
I just crashed my car, that's a metaphor for my love life, yeah

Are you still there?
No? Alright, fuck it
Whatever, shit doesn't even matter anyway

I don't understand
You said you'd never leave
You told me that you'd be there
But you lied again to me
You're always on my mind
And when it's late at night
I think of what you're doing
Do you think of me sometimes?
And when I'm feeling down, I lose all control
Emotions keep coming and
I'm just tryna let you go
So if you wanna talk to me again
Don't try to act like we were always friends
Yeah

Said I'ma die for my crew
Said I'ma ride for my crew
You wouldn't know what to do
If that shit happened to you
I had some plans for us, shit, I was tryna make you my wife
Now my fucking heart broke man, hmm I guess that's life
I could probably just lie to myself, tell myself I don't need you
But I know I can't do that, got me breaking down when I see you
Crazy we started as friends, I could've never seen it coming
We went from something to nothing
But that's a whole other discussion, yeah

I don't understand
You said you'd never leave
You told me that you'd be there
But you lied again to me
You're always on my mind
And when it's late at night
I think of what you're doing
Do you think of me sometimes?
And when I'm feeling down, I lose all control
Emotions keep coming and
I'm just tryna let you go
So if you wanna talk to me again
Don't try to act like we were always friends
Yeah

Sometimes you have to lose yourself, before you can find anything