ME

Yeah
All the shit I did for you and you never gave me a thank you
Dealing with relationship issues that could've sank you
All the shit that we've been through and I never tried to go blame you
Acting like my pet but I never tried to go tame you
All the shit that we've been through and you acting like you ain't grateful
Shit getting chaotic but actin like we been stable
All the stories that you tell me just a fable
A make believe bullshit lie that you enable to use against me
But I just can't believe it's really you against me
Quit actin so defensive, you think protect me?
Quit actin like you meant it, you think you respect me?
I know it all depends on what you getting from it
Expecting me to know how you feel, you ain't said nothing
The times that I was going through it you ain't said nothing
You ain't say nothing

In a constant state of feeling grateful then jealous
Went from thankful to envious, questioning whether or not it's worth it
I try to be a good person, my mental worsen
I don't believe to be receiving what I deserve
I see them speak but not a verb
Right and wrong
I wanna light the crowd up with song
But I get the feeling in my soul if I we're to reap what I sow, then I'd be satisfied
Instead I fantasize what's it's like
To see a line outside the show for me
I wonder would you go for me, only hoping to see roses thrown at my feet
Encore what they screaming, just then I woke up from a dream
I don't know what to be telling myself
Stand up, do I man up, do I speak up, do I sit down?
A hole grows in my soul, feels when I fight back I'm beat down
Tryna swim in the deep end
In the deep end see me drown
My heart stop, eyes open, no breathing
When I'm hopeless I go think bouta the bad times
Tears fall as a pass time activity it was the remedy telling me everything better be dead
Everyone telling me to be a better is the epitome of a mistake
Was it really me? All the real in me?
I'm conflicted to this today
Memories of my worst moments startna feel like yesterday
Repenting for my actions react with I'll be my best today
I'm ready to confront the world, regardless what they gotta say
Cuz I know me and ain't no i team
But there an m e, I got me yeah

Living on the edge of sanity
In a crazy world
I'm unsure if you would stand with me
Cuz I've been through the worst

I thought we said we'd do better, I guess we missed the memo
The way that we been actin it feel like we in a demo
Well aware I got my moments where I lack consideration
I don't mean to test your patience, or break you down
Sometimes I hide in isolation, im running out
I could be quick to point the finger but I'll carry all the blame
These decisions that I make don't take the time for em
I know I bring you pain
And I don't mean to push away
I wanna hide my face
But still I make the same mistakes, I see it day to day
But still I'm in the frame
Hard to embrace the change
All the moments that I struggle cuz I'm in my way (Fuck)
I wanna hide my face
But still I make the same mistakes, I see it day to day
But still I'm in the frame
Hard to embrace the change
All the moments that I struggle cuz I'm in my way
In my way, in my way, in my way

Living on the edge of sanity
In a crazy world
I'm unsure if you would stand with me
Cuz I've been through the worst

This next verse was recorded 241 days later

Okay times passes, I try to capture the moment
I know there's no right, wrong fashion when passionate
Only if you let yourself down and do not get back up lil homie
I was with those greyhounds, react like they actually owe me
Took me a dark place, where comfort became an enigma
Pulling me in all ways, far from what gave me a signal
I notice a heartache plague, my thoughts turning bitter
Trying not to rot away, I fought against
All of it mental
Battling with god
Rattling my faith
Leaving me in awe
Know that snakes
Tend to get involved, whispering away
Till they fall
Chemicals and all
Play a coup d'etat on your brain
Getting through the fog, you might not be the same (might not be the same)
Cuz I know me and ain't no I in team
But there's an m e, I got me yeah

Living on the edge of sanity
In a crazy world
I'm unsure if you would stand with me
Cuz I've been through the worst

Yeah yeah
Taking me outta of my element
Stay with the elegance
Play in a room with the elephant
I never been one to headache it
Where is your evidence
Why is you worried bout etiquette
I been ahead of it



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Writer(s): Alexander Pires
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