Let the Pain

Ay Jovan what you playing next? (Remy's Music)

These niggas talking green but talking gold (gold)
Before my life was like a movie I was on a roll (roll)
I don't send nudes, so I ain't in his camera roll
I've been grabbed for shit I never done, but I never told (real talk)
That's the sacrifices of a real bitch
How you pay that nigga off, and he's still snitch? (Huh)
The only bad boys I ever see is Will Smith
I treat rap like Gorilla Glue, I know it will stick

And evil eye is real, so I don't tell him shit
I'm always stepping in black, that's the steady drip
When I was on a drought they never let me sip
I held on to that and now I gotta get a grip (right)
I was down on my face, they didn't seem to care (never)
You ain't made it out the hood if your team's there (aw)
Play the cards you're dealt, I know it don't seem fair
Why you at the table if you don't eat there? (How?)

Sometimes I don't feel myself (feel myself)
Sometimes I pour the pain and try and heal myself
I be sipping on the Henny, loading up the Remy
Hit rock bottom trying to build myself

I let the pain feel the pain then I turn it into gains (gains)
I put the plane on a Jane and I let that bitch rain (rain)
I let the pain buy a Range and I took 'em out the lane (took 'em out the lane)
I put the pain on my name then I hopped up on a plane (plane)

Tell me why this love felt more like an addiction
Even though I tried my hardest ended in affliction
So when Dave said the truth is madder than fiction
Understand this story's so far away from fiction
Raised 20 pups and yeah, I never got a penny

I did it out of love I didn't do it for the readies (right)
Only wanted you to win and never not have any
So when I say this out loud I don't say it to be petty (I don't)
I still can't speak about the things he did (hm)
So more time I just weep about the things he hid (yeah)
Weekends slowly seep out the drinks I sip

In my mind trying to deep route the hints I missed
They say, there's a thin line between love and hate
I could do everything right they still love to hate (still)
When the work had me low I had to up the rate (oh)
I turned the pain into peace, and then I upped the rate (hm)

Sometimes I don't feel myself (nah)
Sometimes I pour the pain and try and heal myself
I be sipping on the Henny, loading up the Remy
Hit rock bottom trying to build myself (build myself)

I let the pain feel the pain then I turn it into gains (gains)
I put the plane on a Jane and I let that bitch rain (rain)
I let the pain buy a range and I took 'em out the lane (took 'em out the lane)
I put the pain on my name then I hopped up on a plane (plane)

I let the pain feel the pain then I turn it into gains (gains)
I put the plane on a Jane and I let that bitch rain (rain)
I let the pain buy a range and I took 'em out the lane (took 'em out the lane)
I put the pain on my name then I hopped up on a plane (plane)