Something Had To Change

I'm in a two-seater
Tryna write some hooks to these verses
Can't say I'm trickin' but the way I'm puttin' money in purses
I think she using me
I'm gettin' my heart broken as usual
My friends still saying that a nigga delusional
Girl you beautiful
This grindin' for your heart got me tired
It's just my time you had acquired
If this your job then you fired, or just retire me
It's crazy cause you kinda inspire me
I love this rap shit, I'm usin' it as my little diary
How you checkin' up?
Crazy, cause I really don't give a fuck
I'm outside, you can push me down, she'll pick me up
You're a pick me girl
Crazy cause you picked me to rock your world
You're like an Enderpearl, the way I tossed ya ass to the side boo
Just like Minecraft
I need a diamond hoe on my side too
The way she suck it up
I thought the girl had took out her teeth and shit
I'm talkin' recent shit
I fuck her when I'm free
This that weekend dick
I'm in and out of cities, workin' hard but we movin' quick

I have respect for women
Ultra respect for women
But then, I was liking this girl in town
And i'm extra nice, you know
Extra gentleman
And i'm extra just like
Oh you're beautiful, and you deserve the best
And she told me I was too nice
I couldn't believe it
She said we wouldn't work because I was too nice
That was the ultimate stab in the back
So I went through a week of just going
Forget it, i'm just gonna be like them

I'm workin' hard to put on my family
I want my dream girl, but damn she only live in my fantasy
Well actually, I'm layin' right beside her in bed
I like to cuddle with her, she can use my chest for her head
Fuck what I said
Maybe it's just cause I'm thinkin' ahead
I love to think about you girl, it's like you live in my head
Your presence I felt
Damn
All this damage I dealt
I'm glad I fell in love with you, this shit was good for my health
Mentally, I love our chemistry, we bonded so instantly
My heart is like a puzzle, and your heart had the missing piece
You missin' me?
Damn I kinda see what our friends said
Everytime I fall in love I start to live in my damn head
But that's great
No matter how it falls I won't lose faith
I'm in and out of cities, in her mouth just like toothpaste
Well oops Bae
I'm really tryna do the impossible
I thought I had the play but now I'm callin' the audible
Girl I'm profitable
You know I made some racks off of music
I'm sayin', "Mentally I'm here"
But it's my mental I'm losing
My life is confusing
Yet same time, this shit is amusing
The way they sleepin' on me
I might name my next album Snoozin'
Was really chillin' but my exes tried to paint me the villain
Was really fightin' for their love
(I lost that fight like I'm Krillin)
I'm wheelin' and dealin'
I'm only tryna break through the ceiling
I fell in love with you for you so can you see how I'm feelin'?
Or where I'm comin' from?
Confrontation what I was runnin' from
I'm runnin' from the world because my past I've learned nothing from
I think I'm done
I just wanna work on my mental
I really want you by my side that's why I'm treating you gentle
Come be my lady
In the future we can have us a baby
I think my chances with you really getting slimmer than Shady
I'm hoping I'm wrong
Cause baby I would not do you wrong
I tore a Paige right out your book that's why I'm writing this song