First Things First

I've been dealing with some pain this shit so deep in my soul
Fighting my depression, I've been trying to let go
Watch how they gon' treat you when they find out you broke
And the same ones say they love you, don't even answer the phone

Damn, I can't take this no more
Gotta keep my heat, you left me out in the cold
I used to sleep on the floor
So I know how it feel to be all alone

And at once point of my life, I was getting into it with my bro
Cause he ain't wanna get no money, he wanted to stay with that hoe
Better stop playing and get some blues, can't pay the bills if you broke
Too many times I could've died, it got me clutching my pole

When it come down to this shit, can't have no feelings attached
You said fuck me, I say damn, I ain't know you was feeling like that
Had to stop carrying a couple niggas, that shit was killing my back
I told you I was a soldier, man this shit ain't just cap

I can't lie, this shit is overwhelming
Get the bag and split it, I ain't selfish
I just had to get some money, I couldn't help it
You just had to up and leave, oh, you just had to

I can't lie, this shit is overwhelming
Get the bag and split it I ain't selfish
Oh I just had to get some money I couldn't help it
You just had to up and leave, oh, you just had, mmh

I can't lie, this shit is overwhelming
So selfish
Had to up and leave, oh you just had to
Oh you just had to up and leave, oh you just had to ouu

I've been dealing with some pain this shit so deep in my soul
Fighting my depression, I've been trying to let go
Watch how they gon' treat you when they find out you broke
And the same ones say they love you, don't even answer the phone

Damn, I can't take this no more
Gotta keep my heat, you left me out in the cold
I used to sleep on the floor
So I know how it feel to be all alone

I got so much pain that's deep inside me
I knew you would switch on me, it's not surprising
Had to tell you my true feelings, I couldn't hide it
You took our issues to the public, it was private

Thought that they was safe with you
You know the code, you know what happen when you break the rules
It don't matter whatever happen, know I'ma make it through
Don't know why I thought that you had me, guess it was April Fool's ouu

I can't lie, this shit is overwhelming
And I had your back when no one else did
See what happens when you moving careless
Guess I should've been more selfish

I've been dealing with some pain this shit so deep in my soul
Fighting my depression, I've been trying to let go
Watch how they gon' treat you when they find out you broke
And the same ones say they love you, don't even answer the phone

Damn, I can't take this no more
Gotta keep my heat, you left me out in the cold
I used to sleep on the floor
So I know how it feel to be all alone