How I feel

You don't understand how I feel, or what I been through
so much pain in my heart, try and walk in my shoes
Its been tough from the start I don't know what to do
But gotta pick it back up or we all gonna lose
You never seen a thug cry
Cuz all my tears ran out when I saw my mama die
Man really I try not to tell too many lies
Just make sure you wake up tomorrow and it'll be alright, it'll be alright

Ima make it be alright
But some days you might just have to close your eyes
Cuz when its time to go then its on sight
Im so tired of seeing all my people die
Is there any light
At the end of this tunnel
Keeping this going is becoming a struggle
The same ones holding you down could be the ones that cut you
In a world full of pain you just want somebody to love you
Want somebody to love you

Ive seen too many things I don't wanna see
I numb the pain with oj and a shot of Hennessy
And I just pray to God that he's watching over me
I got problems to solve most of them cuz of me

But I ain't gonna let that hold me down
They was hating on me then but they be loving on me now
I ain't got time to hold on to petty things
But its funny back then you was calling this a dream

You don't understand how I feel, or what I been through
so much pain in my heart, try and walk in my shoes
Its been tough from the start I don't know what to do
But gotta pick it back up or we all gonna lose
You never seen a thug cry
Cuz all my tears ran out when I saw my mama die
Man really I try not to tell too many lies
Just make sure you wake up tomorrow and it'll be alright, it'll be alright