A Reason To Cry

I haven't cried in a year or two
Been picking forget me nots in a garden
Nearby so I don't forget about you
Never cried over lovers
I only cried over wasting time
Been Living on melancholy
The cul du sac of dirty laundry

But today those fairy lights feel more like
Brilliant rain drops suspended in time
I hope that eventually they fall
The way they intended to
I know that it's long overdue
But I think there's one thing
That I need to find
And it's a reason to cry
To get over you

Every moment was spent in ecstasy
Just simply being around you
was more than enough for me
But somehow I was anxious
To tell you when something felt wrong
I don't regret ever leaving
Cause you were still someone
That I loved

So Today those fairy lights feel more like
Brilliant rain drops suspended in time
I hope that eventually they fall
The way they intended to
And I know that it's long overdue
But I think there's one thing that I need to find
And its a reason to cry
To get over you

To get over you
I think the world just needs to stop
Cause I'm having trouble
Taking care of my tender heart
Playing that band you liked on repeat
In the dark
In the dark

I haven't cried in a year or two
I'm picking forget me nots in
A garden nearby
So I don't forget
About you