We Share Love Together

My love was scorned I wept and mourned for it
My gas pedal was floored for store run ins
He knew his pen was his sword, he done won his
She was an unadorned mother like her son is
Restored myself from my past tryna outrun his
The tongue's the mightiest weapon more than
Your gun is
No matter what, at the end of day some miss
Thats just life homie, don't know when enough is
You got scored like his lung is from all that powder
Among my peers went ignored had to doubt the doubters
Everyday I wonder now you're here we can't allow her
I'm only happy when i'm with her and measly without her
It's weighing heavy on my mind beginning to sour
I did some self reflecting dog that was a fuckin lie
The flowers in my garden have wilted a little bit like life
Tryna buy myself a few more hours
That was my weakness, had to let it hurt
There was never hate between us got myself burnt
Immersed myself in the process of healing all these curses
Currently working on myself to try and reverse it
Maybe I deserve it, maybe it's my downfall
Nothing changes if nothing changes you got it all
Life's gone throw a few curve balls you gotta swing
You gotta show the world homie let your message sing
It hurts seeing moms working everyday and telling pops one day
That this'll all work out
Uh, my minds burnt out it's reeking of self doubt
What if I never get to see myself become successful
I'm expecting way too much way too fast it's stressful
Gotta wrestle with rest of us you're getting fretful
Special moments i'm thankful for never regretful
I regret a lot in life but it all got tethered
I can't deal with our past, thought we would last forever
Turns out this whole time we shared love together