Roses

I'm trying to get up by myself
But my body weight is different, I knew
I thought I was stronger as I said but
My words now sound stupid
Than I do

Am I holding you here?
Am I make you feel pain?
Am I losing my name?
Am I screaming in vain?

This clouds on my head
Just make me feel sad
And I know it won't change
It just make me feel strange

Days are passing by
And my I eyes
Hiding all the tears that I cry
Hey, can you still hear me
Right from the other side?

I hope just to see you in my dreams
I'm gonna miss you every day of my life
But I'll see you in my dreams
I'm still burning and shaking inside

I think that I'm hurting just myself
Touching all the roses that I see
Reminding me on the day that I could see
The sunset of your eyes that made you free

Are you looking at me?
At things that I do
I wish you could be here
I don't know where to look
My mind is so divided
That somedays I laugh and smile
And at night I crawl and die

I still can smell you around me
Telling me please don't cry
I know I have to let you go
But I won't change my mind

I hope just to see you in my dreams
I'm gonna miss you every day of my life
But I'll see you in my dreams
I'm still burning and shaking inside

Am I holding you here?
Am I make you feel pain?
Am I losing my name?
Am I screaming in vain?

This clouds on my head
Just make me feel sad
And I know it won't change
It just make me feel

I feel I just got angry with the world
Because life runs fast
And so the time
We waste too much
Sayin' "I will do"
Then we realize
We never said "Goodbye"