Sleep Paralysis

I go to bed wake up at 3am and feel stuck to my bed
I see a monster crawling around but I know it's all in my head
It gets up close about two inches away from my face, filling me with dread
I close my eyes and wish that I was dead

Than I jump back into reality and able to breath again
It happens every night at the same time like a event

This isn't the first night though so I know the drill
This creature reminding me that I'm mentally ill

But until death due us part I'm stuck with it
I cannot tell him that I quit

This demon tall and lengthy looks like a Samurai
I wish I could escape it no damn lie

Every night it is creepily smiling
But there is no hiding

Always stuck to my bed unable to move
I start to sweat and I wanna scream but I can't even move
My mouth and it rushes up to take a bite outta me like I'm food

Than I can move again, but it's already 7am
Time to get ready for another day of work damn.

Another night comes around and I'm stuck to the bed again, but tonight is different
The demon is in shape of a 5'3 girl with red hair and it reminds me of my ex how ignorant

This shit came back to haunt me however I already moved on
I close my eyes and go back to sleep tonight I have won

Night 3 rolls around and I see this dog
However my room looks different like it's ingulfed in fog

I see a little girl and the dog grows into this beast
It jumps onto the girl taring at her face like a feast

I can't help to watch though
Everything moving in slow
Motion I reminds me of something that happened long ago

Night 4 comes and I feel like every night is getting worse
Short kid with blond curling hair and a familiar face walks in in reverse

He start to grow tall and human like but keeps his face
He's too familiar yet I can't put my finger on it but I know I wanna leave this place

I close my eyes with tears
Running down my face I think night 5 will be my biggest fears

The demon is in shape of a walking corpse
Oh I know what it is of course

The demon is in shape of my mentally abusive father
I can't take it no more so why bother

I can move again its the next morning
I go grab my gun aim it at my head and end my li-