Inconsequential

Traveled 'cross the mud and dirt
Trying to find a part of this world
Where I could be the best version of myself
Juggled knives trying not to get hurt
With eyes that cried and hair that curled
Trying to find anyone that might need my help
I tried to know anything that I could
Tried to teach myself what teachers should
But still I dont feel like I learned about me
'Cause what if my eyes can't cry
Enough for you and me
What if my words can't lie
Enough to really be
A song
Or a story
You were strong
Filled with glory
And I'm inconsequential
Tried to keep my glass half full
Tried wearing red to tame the bull
Tried to treat you like I would've wanted to be
Wrote you words that matter still
If I don't say them nobody will
Tried to love you like I would've wanted for me
Every single person in my life
Matters when the time is right
So why don't I feel the same way about me
'Cause what if my eyes can't cry
Enough for you and me
What if my words can't lie
Enough to really be
A song
Or a story
You were strong
Filled with glory
And I'm inconsequential

Do I matter?
Does anything really
I know that you do
But do I matter too?
What's the matter?
Is it not so pretty
To hear not coming from you
What you know is the truth

Drove me all the way back home
After spending our day together all on our owns
Remember the sun rising from behind?
And I thought to myself there was nowhere to hide
Nowhere to go except just disappear
And I thought to myself "does anyone care that I'm here?"

If my eyes can't cry
Enough for you and me
If my words can't lie
Enough to really be
A song
Or a story
You were wrong
To be sorry
I am inconsequential



Credits
Writer(s): Delia Markus
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