Bathroom

Hiding in the bathroom
Doing things I shouldn't do
If anyone could see me now
They'd shed a tear
Heartbroken on my knees
Fingers where they needn't be
No one's here to question me
I feel no fear

This is what I want
And if I tell no one
I don't have to stop
Until the poison's gone
I know it's a problem
I know it's not right
I live with a demon
That I cannot fight
So don't ask me if I'm alright
I'll just lie

As soon as I wake
There's no time to contemplate
Addiction grips and seals my fate
I have no choice
I do things I can't control
The guilt is there to break my fall
I hate myself in this dark hole
I hear that voice

"This is what you want
And if you tell no one
You don't have to stop
Until the poison's gone"
I know it's a problem
I know it's not right
I live with a demon
That I cannot fight
So don't ask me if I'm alright
I'll just lie

It gets old
Oh the floor is cold
Used to feel so bold
Now I feel so empty
Fake grin
As the hunger stings
Oh she looks so thin
And it feels like envy
So insane
How we make this pain
And it seems my brain
Just wants to end me
Feel green
And the social scene
Makes it seem to me
There's no happy ending

This is what I want
And if I tell no one
I don't have to stop
Until the poison's gone
Oh it's a problem
No it's not right
I live with this demon
That I don't know how to fight
So don't ask me if I'm alright
Just lies
And lies
And lies
And lies
And lies

So bad
Oh it's so sad
And I do it to myself
So sweet
And now I can't eat
And I did it to myself
So bad
Oh it's so sad
And I do it to myself
So bad
Oh I must be mad
'Cause I do it
Again and again

I do it
Again and again



Credits
Writer(s): Amber Kukic
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