On My Own

I had to close that back door, cause I know niggas want me gone
I keep the Glock under the pillow, in case they run inside my home
But I'm still standing strong, ten toes down, I'm on my own
Can't let em take me out, I'm tryna put all of my niggas on

Adderall put me in my zone, when i pop percs leave me alone
They turnt they back just like V-Lone, but when it's me they say I'm wrong
So I just keep on playing alone, been tryna go up off these songs
Feel like I really took too long, but I feel this where I belong

My life got tried in tribulations, God put me to the test
Got rid of all the demons, I was possessed, my whole life I been stressing
These niggas got some beef, they aint address, these niggas ain't gon' press me
lately I been so depressed, I need to get this shit from off my chest

I know my life a blessing, been through some situations, they got messy
i know i cant perfect it, free finesse, he still locked up for finessing
I like how these Glocks sound, but it's too loud, I wish I had some suppressed
The opps be shooting through the crowd, but niggas think they really stepping

I put the microphone down, had to get shit together
I came back on another wave, this shit here hard as ever
But I gotta keep that metal, I know niggas want me dead
And life ain't never been the same, cause I been missing fred

I had to close that back door, cause I know niggas want me gone
I keep the Glock under the pillow, in case they run inside my home
But I'm still standing strong, ten toes down, I'm on my own
Can't let them take me out, I'm tryna put all of my niggas on

Adderall put me in my zone, when I pop percs leave me alone
They turnt they back just like V-lone, But when it's me, they say I'm wrong, so I just keep on playing alone
been tryna go up off these songs, feel like I really took too long
But I feel this where I belong, lately I been missing time

I don't feel like J9, to the top tryna climb
It been a lot up on my mind, I'm still gon' grind
But sometimes I be wanna cry, I just be venting in these rhymes
I can't resign, cause I been feeling like I'm getting up in my prime

But what you say divine who you are, they say J9 a shooting star
I put my heart inside a jar, and I just filled it up with tar
I ain't got no heart, cause people never play they part
I fuck with niggas from afar, been doing this shit with no support
(ON GOD)
I had to close that back door, cause I know niggas want me gone
I keep the Glock under the pillow, in case they run inside my home
But I'm still standing strong, ten toes down, I'm on my own
Can't let them take me out, I'm tryna put all of my niggas on

Adderall put me in my zone, When I pop percs, leave me alone
They turnt they back just like V-lone, But when it's me, they say I'm wrong, so I just keep on playing alone
Been tryna go up off these songs, feel like I really took too long
But I feel this where I belong