Why?

Why so much sadness?
Why so much pain?

I express my feelings through music
And now I will show my feeling
From a certain period in my life through albums

It's just my deep inner feelings
This does not mean that I am constantly
Sad and down as I have been at certain times

Anyone who knows me knows that I am a very happy and cheerful person
I'm really really happy in my life
I really like to love others and
Love is the most important thing to me

Nevertheless, there are always moments
When old feelings and emotions come back
There's nothing wrong with that, of course
But it is true that my emotions are very strong

So now I want to present to you the deep feelings
That are from my early youth, from childhood
Until I was a teenager, and they are now gone
And also feelings from my 17 years, which are
Still a part of me and are very valuable and important to me

I will present everything in the form of a story and a film
And it's all part of the art

I understand that you all don't have to understand me completely
Because you don't know my past
Nor do you have to understand my sadness and pain
Because some of you haven't felt it the way I have

But regardless of that, I'm still the same me you know me to be
Cheerful, happy and positive!