Lost Ones

Searching for a reason
For me to keep on breathing

Somedays it feel like I be searching for reasons to live
Like this feeling inside is just a hole that I dig
Lately I been too caught up on getting rich
Shaheen please don't forget the reason you started this shit
To pass my message
Maybe just maybe with the right leverage
You could actually make a difference
Imagination in a world of my own
I been seeing things different since a long time ago
I used to think it was a weakness now I see it as a weapon
Everyday I count my blessings
Never know when there's none left coming to count
Thinking real real hard what this life is about
Reading Hawking for a Brief History of Time
I'm not going back to school boy
I'm nurturing my mind I just be
Feeling like a fool when I just sit and waste time
Too much to do and really I ain't got the time
For all the nonsense all the doubts
People been telling me that I'm nothing forever
Thanks for that for real
I covered every single feeling with pills
Was tryna kill my God damn self
Lucky I recovered I know a couple who got smothered
And never really made it back damn
And man that's all imma say about that shit

For the ones we lost
For the ones we wish were here
For the ones feel far
And they never coming back no
For the ones we lost
For the ones that care
Do you ever feel
You always knew them