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What's this, what's this, what's this?
A trick with a twist?
Somebody do something
Call somebody and make it quick
I'm sorry, I lied
Just wanted, to guide
Everybody through this and go out with a ride

(and you think you're happier now)
(that you realised exactly where your feelings are?)
(indeed i'm just sorry that it took so long)
(i mean it really finally comes down to)
(finding one other person to love)
(and be loved by)
(and serve eachothers needs)

Ho! Ho! Yeah, you see?
I am the only fucking bitch that guarantees and sees
The final plot coming, no denying, so beware
But let me tell you, son
I'm really scared!

Yeah i was a first eye witness
But that's none of your buisness
I have the mental illness?
Do you get a kick off this shit?

Everything i do hits different
How do i cope with this shit
Can he be in here with us?
No i'm done, i'm gone, i'm finished

So?
Are you tryna help or what?
Ask these questions for what
My mind keeps foggin up
I rather keep my door locked shut

But im too open
Over sharing
Caring
Too much about a red herring
Comparing
Myself
Is slowly tearing me apart

It'll never happen again
I promise i promise
(It'll never happen again, you promised, you promised)
I'll do anything for, hug or kiss?
(You do anything for a hug or kiss)
I don't know what to do, it's all because of you
(You don't know what to do, it's all because of me)
I dispise myself and you
(You dispise yourself and me?)

(I wasn't scared you must've been dreaming!)
(You weren't scared i must've been dreaming!)
(Better believe it my mind is like a demon!)
(Better believe it your mind is like a demon!)