2018

Yeah, date back to 2018
You had me there in your team
Your lifestyle wasn't my scene
But I still tried to show that I'm keen, yeah
You caught my eye like a dream
Really had me up in my feelings
Shit seemed like we were all clean
But it all got changed like seasons
And now I got reasons, yeah
We were like three months in
You went and met with some guy called Josh
He was just a friend, was how I saw him
But he had ulterior motives
He tried to kiss you at Slim's
Ain't it weird how you didn't mention that until we broke up I think
You wanted to keep him around, yeah
These things always have their hangups
And we just couldn't hold it down
So you kept him around as backup
You said that we needed space
But I can't go and touch no one else
And I was cool to stick by that
Till I heard that you weren't yourself
And then you came back to me
And told me that you got drunk one night and kissed him
And I just remember your face and knew we're splitting
Few weeks later then and you're dating him and I'm missing
So I just took the L and moved on we just weren't fitting

Yeah, fast forward to Feb this year
I hit you up at like 10pm
Asked you if you wanna come here
And you parked outside and you came right in
And I was just looking for fun
But then you laid down and we just got talking
And it really didn't take that long
But after like 4 whole years it was sorted, yeah
And then you came back the next day
And you kept coming back it was like we were paused and then we linked up and pressed play
And you were like a different person and I hope this time is different
Maybe we weren't right before maybe all that we needed was all that distance
But now I got trust issues and I'm finding it harder with trusting you
I know that I should leave it all behind but if it happens again God knows I'm done with you
And I'm working to leave that shit behind and let go of the past have fun with you
I don't wanna remember those nights, I'd rather be under the sun with you
But just give me time, I hope we can get this right
And please don't think that I can't forgive you I'm just unsure if you'll still be mine
But I'm working on it deep down inside and I know you've changed and you're not that type
And I know that I'm needing to let that slide I just hope you meant what you said that night, cos



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Writer(s): Jacob Bush
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