To Give

You're asking again, I told you before
The beautiful smile hides the troubled soul
Sad faces influence so easily
I already have enough of that inside of me

So funny you're still around after all these years
Ran away so many times, always ended up here
Could not ask for a thing from you
All you gave me I afforded to loose

You see
It's all too sad for me
It's too hard for me to believe
It's too painful for me
It's so hard for me to give

Too scared to jump, too dumb to fly
What side is stronger on this double-faced mind?
I make lies all day to keep the pain away
God knows my sins are already too big to pay

Even the tears I forget the taste
Maybe I should try to lick them off your face
And though I do try the best that I can
You had to be me to understand

That
It's all too sad for me
It's too hard for me to believe
It's too painful for me
It's so hard for me to give

Smile on, hang on
Smile on
Hang on, hang on