Jesus Year

Damn my virtues and my vices
I wish I knew how to be nicer
If this was all I ever had
I think I'd be okay with that

My saturn return
On a 29th year
Babies and changes
Bringing me here
And I had to get down
And I had to get dirty
Feeling the fear
Of a woman at thirty

But here I am in my Jesus year
Are you surprised that I made it here?
Its taken its toll but honey I know I'm on a roll
This is my Jesus year

Its a path that's thick with mud
Self hatred runs as red as blood
My daddy's demons now my own
He's never high, he's always stoned

I'm easy at night
I'm hard in the morning
Motherhood knocked me down without warning
It was inside the end marked the arrival
Of breaking the mould
I'm breaking the cycle

Here I am in my Jesus year
Are you surprised that I made it here?
It's a revolution and the resolution is near
This is my Jesus year

Here I am in my Jesus year
I'm surprised that I made it here?
It's taken its toll
But honey I know I'm on a roll

Here I am in my Jesus year
Are you surprised that I made it here?
It's a revolution and the resolution is near
This is my Jesus year
This is my Jesus year
This is my Jesus year