The Color of Time

You say it's all about perception
So what's up with this deceptions?
You and I could be a conception
Became an obsession
Somehow I feel both of us we've been neglecting
Still looking for some kind of connecting

When I got Into my dream school you were the first one I texted
Now feels like we ain't even connected
I hadn't seen you in three weeks
That conversation you've rejected
That whole night and not even a peep

That one time you actually walked with me
That was just your kinda taunt
The next week I'm as lost as Spiderman without his aunt
This is how I deal with being in my feels
Writing about you those thoughts I don't even got to reel

Did you do it just for your friend's appeal?
Did you do it for yourself on your own deal?
Did you do it cause you wanted to see if it was me you could steal?
Did you do it cause you were trying to heal?
Did you do it to mess with me trying to get my mind to seal?
Did you do it because you know time is...?
I guess time isn't anything

Still the pain won't go away
Nothing is the only thing that makes you stay
Did you find someone better to understand your ways?
If life doesn't work out you could try and come back
You just might stumble through your own haze
You got some shit to figure out
I'm not something you can just put on a tray
Hopefully that made it clear and took out the gray
Maybe these lines will be a wake up taze
Unexplainable I feel the connection beyond your gaze
When I was out for you
I thought we could have been the next craze
No matter what I just have to remember everything is subject to change
I'm not doing this for anyones praise
Well maybe yours but I guess I was just a phase



Credits
Writer(s): Eva Jewel Bowen
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