To Your Convenience (feat. Evident the MC)

You tell me I could come to you whenever I'm in need of anything
But if I were to call, you'd let the phone ring
You only come around whenever you ain't feeling well
A blind man could see you have me in a holding cell
To your convenience, but please just let me go
I don't think we should speak, reasons you already know
And I'm not playing this game again, please comprehend
When I say you lost the privilege of having me as a friend
No hard feelings, take it how you want it
I let you be free, isn't this what you wanted
You only come around whenever you ain't feeling well
I had nowhere to go, and ended up in a prison cell
You tell me I could come to you, but what did you do
Uh, yo, you left me hurting
You tell me I could come to you, but what did you do
You did me dirty, I'm only here to your convenience
To your convenience
To your convenience

Kat, it's been three days, why haven't you called me back
Please, just give me another chance
I promise I won't do you dirty this time

I understand that you're hurt, cause you lost me
What I don't get, is the reason for the dirt you're tossing to my name
Pointing fingers on who to blame
When deep inside I know, I was left behind in shame
Left all alone, replaced the next day
Three years later, asking if I'm doing okay
Like, wasn't I the bad guy who shattered your heart
Into pieces
But anyway, it's not me you miss
You miss the memories we made
And I'm no longer afraid to be all alone, so stop blowing up my phone
I'm not the same person, I did a lot of growing
Thanks to you breaking my heart and leaving me for someone better
It all stopped to hurt when I knew that I deserved better
You tell me I could come to you, but what did you do
I'm only here, to your convenience
To your convenience

It's the little things, man, that seem like they don't matter
But they do, I threw it all on the table just for you
But you had no clue, how to appreciate shit
So I had to face the consequences, as I seen you flee
And you took me for granted while I stood in disbelief
Cause it all happened like magic, all gone within a blink
Who would imagine this would be happening to me
Just remember who was there when no one else cared and showed empathy
It's a thin line between love and hate, but I guess that it's fate
And it got the worst of me, cause it's you that I fiend
And I got to learn to agree to disagree
Cause it's me that has to deal with the pain
Has to feel all the rage, all while trying to stay sane
Now it isn't safe being stuck in my head
Cause all I see is hate that you made with your lies
And this mental state isn't good for my life
And all I'm stuck is with why
Why
Tell me why