The Dream I Didn't Have

This city's too big to be alone
This city's too honest to lie like that
This city's too hard to crack your bone
This city's too wise to forget the past

But you're alone
You lied like that
Your bone has cracked
I can't forget the past

This city forgives who deserves it
But you'll be damned here forever
This city forgets the mediocres
But you'll be blessed if you're clever
You were never clever
You were never true
But the worst of all is that this song is still for you

Frankly, it was hell in paradise
Recollecting reasons to be alive
A roller coaster of cruel desires
No love, just your evil devil choir
Can't put it all in the past now
I struggle to sleep and somehow
Somewhere in this city you hide
Can't talk about the dream I didn't have
Oh, can i even dream now?

This city forgives who deserves it
But you'll be damned here forever
This city forgets the mediocres
But you'll be blessed if you're clever
You were never clever
You were never true
But the worst of all is that this song is still for you

Hey, even when i think about you
I walk with my pageant queen smile
Jokers will never be kings
Only the ones who deserve it

Do I look like a joke to you?
Ended up crying cause that's what I am

Pinned all the pics I had with
U, just so I could put them on fire
The dream I didn't have was
A rush, just a rush and I'll be just fine

This city forgives who deserves it
But you'll be damned here forever
This city forgets the mediocres
But you'll be blessed if you're clever
You were never clever
You were never true
But the worst of all is that this song is still for you

Pinned all the pics I had with
U, just so I could put them on fire
The dream I didn't have was
A rush, just a rush and I'll be just fine